Other than work, life's been okay.
I've not been very nice to a lad who has expressed an interest in me...I am sorry about that but I don't feel that I have the space in my life for someone who wants that much of me.
It's a bit of a bugger really. I am happy on my own but sometimes I would like to have someone to share things with but then I find someone and I feel a kind of pressure to give more of myself than I'm willing to let go. Then because of this pressure that I imagine there is I go out of my way to push the other person away. *sigh* Feckin' mental isn't it.
Does anyone else feel like this?
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